Amazingly pertinent

What else could I be talking about? My horoscope from yesterday!

Be open and prompt. Whether you're among friends or in a roomful of strangers, your wishes are relevant. Your hopes might line up perfectly with someone else's possibilities. Emotional candor is part of your cosmic profile, even if you sometimes think of yourself as guarded or evasive. A bold gambit is worth the risk. You might be surprised when you see all the people who appreciate your forthcoming style. It could amaze you even more when they rise to your expectations. Maybe you're hired after a long interviewing process. Maybe you just found yourself a new tribe.

Tonight at the restaurant was... interesting. However, I got sick...

damn you, Mark

. And I did not get out until 12:15. However, I did earn $40. Not too bad, eh?

Got proposed to, and then gay guys hit on my fiance. hahaha... you know you got a good one when other guys find him attractive. One guy I never expected to really get to know totally opened up today. Good to finally get to know him, but somewhat dejected by a certain thing he told me. Oh well, it's not my place to say, even if no one reads this anyway. =P And, the quote of the night goes to Larry, who said, very audibly in the restaurant,

I don't believe you when you say you've never had a boyfriend

" Okay, so maybe you should say it in Spanish too, Larry, so the cooks in the back would be able to hear you as well. Lastly, was almost fired today, or at least I felt as if I should have been. It took me two hours to close! I would have cried had i not been so tired and amused by the situation. Mr. Boss man said to me, "I dread Sundays, because I know you're cashier-ing." OUCH. I had to bite my lip from smiling, pwaahahahaha!

I do believe that I hold a special place in each and every one of my male coworkers' hearts. They are confiding in me more, and they know about my sad lonely twenty years. Now... I believe I'm over that certain sushi chef. Just like that. It's not that I found a flaw in him, but rather I think with all the girls fawning over him, it kinda makes me standoff-ish. He's still hot, and all that, but I see have a minutae of a chance with someone as in demand as him, so I'm done. And, knowing that there's a smaller chance of my actually being something more to him, it makes me more free to do whatever I want. That means, crazy devil-may-care manda-ganda is going to take over in all her blogging glory. Mind you, this is minus the somewhat stalker-ish tendencies. Yeah... I'll neglect to tell him that.

But, that also means I no longer have someone I'm truly truly pining over. Although bittersweet to be without, it's definitely better in so many ways. 1: if I refuse to care about him, it shall be so. 2: certain levels of pining is unhealthy and destructive to my wellbeing. 3: although it made for great moments of gushing stupidly to friends, strangers, and this blog, it will mean i can talk about more important things, like P Diddy for president!

Anyway... gotta imbibe some caffeine before I pass out over my keyboard.