Something's missing

I figured out while perusing through a former classmate's journal what I've been lacking all this time. Not just any boy... any guy friend... no. I need a gay guy friend. I need someone to tell me what shade of nailpolish would match my scarf, or someone who will give it to me straight (so to speak) about how I truly look that day. I used to have one in high school, but I left him in Pensacola when I moved out here.

I'm sooooo deprived here in gainesville. =/