Fantastic News: Boring Dr. Chau canceled hiss classes for next week. Meaning, I get an extra hour of sleep for Tuesday and Thursday!

Today was just lovely. Volunteering made an unusual turn to the pleasant side when I got to sit down and watch tv for three hours. ^_^ Yes, it's volunteering. Tonight, i'll be going to Campus Crusaders with Krystle. Trying to get more spiritual, or maybe just something to do? a little bit of both. I don't know, we'll see what happens.

It was cold today-- 74 degrees. That's sweater weather!

Here are my five wants for today:
I want to finish my calculus homework
I want to make a new friend at Campus Crusades
I want my room to be clean
I want to find out what happens to Elinor and Marianne (Sense and Sensibility)

I need something to do this weekend. My roommate made a spur of the moment decision and said "Let's have a party!" Ah, I don't know... maybe I should call up layla and go to SW Rec. w/ her, that sounds like more fun.

It's not that I don't wanna party w/ my roommates, it's just that their party would be a black ppl party. My three roommates are black, and their friends are black... It's not a racist conclusion, is it? I know my thoughts are not racism-free, but at the same time I'm not Adolph Hitler or something. Anyway, the thing is, I only started getting used to a large black population in high school at Pensacola. San Antonio was all Hispanics, and I'm used to them because the Filipino culture and Hispanic culture is on the same page and all. I'm used to being the minority in a crowd of white ppl, but being a minority in a crowd of black ppl... boy, my mom would flip out if she knew!

Insofar, Adriane is getting a list of party supplies. Brigette is not sure whether to take her seriously. Johnae is with Brigette. Maybe I should do the same.

Okay, I haven't done calculus, like i said i would. again, Lavell is pissing me off. It seems like he pisses me off more than anything else. He has his habits that are foolish, and that's what is really the problem with me. I'm not saying he should be dull and boring all the time, and that's certainly not me. But, after all this time, you think he'd know me. You know, I'm still sad over my cousin's death, I'm not in any mood to hear about how I've been a bad friend and hadn't been visiting him. It's not my fault I'm an intruding busybody like he is. Only my roommates know how busy I've been and how hectic life has been. But, I should stop putting things off like I do. I need to do my resumes. I need to get together with my friends. I need to have some fun. I need sleep. I don't need calculus, nor do I need equations for tangent vectors to find direction in life. However, I need to study the stupid junk so that my GPA doesn't plummet into negative numbers. good morning